✎ Emotional
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 4:17 AM
sigh,im just vexed by love life.
everybody keep saying times will heal everything..
is there no other way out to solve it?
u know the process of letting time heal is so torturing.
i just wished i did not know that person afterall.
i dono why.. the image of the person will just surface
everytime i am not occupied with things.
so i rather keep myself busy den free.
i try to let go..fuck i dono why the feeling keep coming back to me.
i lost a friend who is very close to me.
she does treat me as her confidante.
whenever she is feeling down or vexed.i would make her laugh no
matter what i do.
giving advice to her..
i just treat her so close like my own smaller sister.
treating her to movies when she is down.
lending my listening ear to her to spill her troubles.
sigh,i know i lost her as a friend le cos i mind what u told me and etc.
u can say i selfish bah.argh!
had if i know i wouldnt be with you.
i hope you can be happy..
hais,i just destroy it in my own hands.
cnt lend u my listening ears to let u pour ur troubles out ler..
i also cant pour out my troubles out to u.
take care alright friend.
P.S have u really love me before?
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Sunday, July 5, 2009 @ 4:14 PM
hey guys,sorry for not posting anything for the
past few days.has been pack with activites.
so i am here to update you guys abt things tat is currently happening in my life
seriously i am in a deep shit cos my holiday journal i din even
touch it la.i shall finished it today.argh~
fri night had bbq at east coast park with my dragonboat friends.
had hard liquor and beer..i nearly drunk
luckily i still know my way home.
chatted and played cards during bbq.
was kinda enjoyable tough. hahas.
so make it happen again alright guys.
holiday is soon over for me! sian~
my holiday is just training,competition,gyming,going out with friends,mahjong
basketball and etc.
but purely competition it takes alot of my time.but nevertheless,
i felt it was fruitful rather den wasting time away..
today woke up with a terrible headache.
had a bad dream tough.
dream about my ex ex gf.
dream about i was taking bus home with my friend in a
upper-decked bus and i saw her.
she say i change alot.
woke up after tat,sigh.
was kinda shagg..don talk about it la..
lao shu shi,next time den go sentosa with you ar..
hahahs,kinda last min when u tell me yest.
shall upload photos some other days!
alright,i gtg and attend my frend birthday party ler..
cya(:
P.S i dream of you every night.
is it impossible for us to be together again?
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